everything has changed...absolutely nothings changed

i hate that i'm so sporadic here, updating life helps me see if there's progress.

i'm tired, so very tired...the work really does get to me at times. my alarm didn't go off this morning despite three checks the previous nite to see that all was good. i woke up in the middle of the best sex dream i've had since i was 15 to see the clock reading 8:36. i set it for 6:30. my day was shot to hell from the time i walked in...no schedule for next week, expected low sales, giving me off monday/tuesday, having to sit down for 30 minutes with my AD and discuss how this schedule is hurting everyone...to no avail.

i'm hurting. i woke up this a.m. and my back right molar didn't feel right. i tongue around it, and literally i have two chunks of tooth in my mouth...yes, my molar self distructed on me...no pain, but when am i supposed to take care of this? i'm supposedly scheduled to close Saturday nite then open Sunday a.m. i work with idiots.