i'm in a mood for you

or running away....

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it's all falling away, this life...making me realize things i don't like to admit. the loss and gain of everything, it's...so strange. i look beyond my bedroom and i see my desk, a thing, yet it makes me happy. i didn't even know what i had in there until today. a little time and forgetfulness makes everything right.

i recall all these cards, letters, hopes for a better me, and i'm resolved again to do something better. it's an uphill battle.