year of the cat
at some point we just want to let it all out. think i've been there but...
i keep thinking how i was talking to her. how much i can't thank her enough. shit. how i'm gonna have to call family and say that of all things, i'm spending turkey day in DC with a girl that i may be in love with...
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and it hurts. i don't want this, didn't ask for it, altho i looked for it...i told myself that if i was going to be in town for a bit i need to make friends. we met because of her group, i fell in, and here we are.
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so she bought me a flight. she's everything i want, and yes, i talked with her for a long time tonite. love sucks...
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i wish i could play this song
i keep thinking how i was talking to her. how much i can't thank her enough. shit. how i'm gonna have to call family and say that of all things, i'm spending turkey day in DC with a girl that i may be in love with...
*
and it hurts. i don't want this, didn't ask for it, altho i looked for it...i told myself that if i was going to be in town for a bit i need to make friends. we met because of her group, i fell in, and here we are.
*
so she bought me a flight. she's everything i want, and yes, i talked with her for a long time tonite. love sucks...
*
i wish i could play this song
posted by jersn at 2:44 AM
3 Comments:
Grab love by the nuts. I swear that the delirious moments right now are probably the strongest ones you'll ever experience. I've been thinking back to young love (both meaning young in age and young in relationship), and the joy and heartbreak of those times are something I long for. Kind of. I dunno. Happy T-day.
TJ, i'm sorry we haven't been able to meet up since last...August? seems like a world away. i was angry and indecisive then as i'm seeing now, and just because of a girl who i don't deserve i'm much more resolute, determined even. i'm gonna be back in DC for work next month, 12/3-12/20. you're the brother i wish i had. hope all is well.
Jer, I love your early morning emails and comments. Thanks for saying that brother stuff- you know, I have two brothers, but at this point I realize I"m closer to friends than I am with my brothers.
I hope we can meet up in the next couple of weeks, too.
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