yeah we can't dance together

once again it's not so much that i miss her it's that i miss the idea and reality of her that she brought. i was finally able to settle into a routine with her, one where we still had spontinaity but also regularity, like that kiss before i walked out the door. the little things that you never think matter until you don't have them anymore.

i will admit all these things and more, but it doesn't matter because i am so far removed from it. i gave everything and received nothing in return aside from a wounded soul and a new direction in life. thank you.