i know for sure you'll never be the one

so much to do, so little time. i need to travel, next weekend, flights are out of the picture ($350, really?) and i find that round trip Amtrak is $266. seriously. yeah, i sit for 12-13 hours, but i'm there. cheaper than air, car, and everything else. crazy. and i can hop in a cab, go to Grand Central, and catch a train up to upstate!?! is this really the 21st century?

i get a wedding, time with family, and a long lost chef all at the same time. in NYC. i might even be a tourist and do the boat to Ellis Is.

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i had my yearly review one month early yesterday. brutal, harsh, i was prepared yet not. you never are, especially when you're the one going through this whole routine and the whole purpose is for is the job you've been doing for the past five months. the thing that sucks is that i shot myself in the foot by proving that they only need one guy (me). choice between me running it and letting one to two people go, if i have someone hired...i'll just do it all. but give me some kind of compenstation.

tired. fuck it.