missed the boat

so.

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forget screenplays. forget the literature that i've read for years. forget the books i've lost. forget the immediacy that the web requires. forget it all...

religion. music. friends because of religion. friends because of music.

a girl i had known in 6th grade because of orchestra but hadn't seen since sat down next to me the first day of 8th year orchestra. i knew what sex was and that's all i thought when re-introducing myself. i'm surprised i still remember her name 20 years later. amazing hair and her body...not in the junior leagues anymore. damn. worst was that i didn't remember her at that time.

fatal mistake. she never looked at me again.

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reconnecting with your past is tricky. the LJ was one thing, but now we have FB. everyone is connected. even your parents for all you know. finding those people that you were sure, back in 1992, we are going to be friends forever, that's where it get's difficult.

read an article on Freud yesterday and his relevance today...how much of a field day would he have with the FB generation?

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I've had this Modest Mouse song stuck in my head for three days. Needs to stop.