i heard from someone you're still pretty
in the midst of assessing my ant infestation a few hours ago, the phone rings, and all i can think is Why the hell now? i finally got ahold of my dad, my sister, gonna call the rest of the family tomorrow, but really, at 2:44 am?
and it's the x from three-four years ago, who i've talked with sporadiacally the last six months. wishing me a happy turkey day and...birthday. funny how some wounds actually heal, probably because other idiocy takes the lead.
and then she leaves a message, which is good, but ends with the "i love you". what needs to be remembered is that we had that final breakup talk three years ago...on the eve of thanksgiving, which also happened to be my 30th birthday.
it's not bothering me though. for some reason all the other idiocy is what's causing me to lose my mind. can't focus, work seems a sham, working with my AD daily makes me hate life, and i have ants making a steady stream into my kitchen. how the fuck would you feel.
and it's the x from three-four years ago, who i've talked with sporadiacally the last six months. wishing me a happy turkey day and...birthday. funny how some wounds actually heal, probably because other idiocy takes the lead.
and then she leaves a message, which is good, but ends with the "i love you". what needs to be remembered is that we had that final breakup talk three years ago...on the eve of thanksgiving, which also happened to be my 30th birthday.
it's not bothering me though. for some reason all the other idiocy is what's causing me to lose my mind. can't focus, work seems a sham, working with my AD daily makes me hate life, and i have ants making a steady stream into my kitchen. how the fuck would you feel.
posted by jersn at 5:36 AM
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and yes, i cant sleep, dozed off for a minute two hours ago but cant stay that way...funny that all this family that i have over in Raleigh/Durham/Chapel Hill has gone north for turkey day. first time i'm within spitting distance and they go to see my family in OH.
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