sick again

numb. can't even begin to describe how i feel, and the fact that i can't breathe only makes it that much better. been popping off-brand sudafed since Tuesday nite and dealing with reality since last nite. hate everything and love nothing, and sleeping inbetween.

i did look at a few places around town last night, and i figure that moving into someplace permenant will help me move on. the front runner is $100 more than i want to pay but it's perfect. just need to get my ass moving and join the rest of the human race.