so far away

it's painful, the loss of civility, of common decency, the necessity of just being a good person, when you can't even be honest anymore. she sucked the life out of me, and is now intent on taking everything else.

she refuses to send my past mail, which i ordinarily couldn't give a crap about but there are two checks there worth over $1K. i think that's enough to get pissed about, especially when i offer to split it with her and i still get nothing in response.

and the worst part is that she is using the spreading of her mom's ashes as an excuse for not taking care of this. and of course she's trying to say that i owe her past rent, which is also bullshit because i don't owe her, i owe her mom. who is dead. and left her daughter a little under 100K.

i'm trying to be sympathetic but can't find the heart.