Can you tell me how she's doing...
Has she really lost her...
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No viable jobs. Nothing working. No interviews since November. The idiocy of these months, these seasons, shoot me now.
I'm a 36 year old with the mind set of a 21 year old. Fuck. Me.
I see myself in the mirror and wonder what happened. Where did it go? Where is the joie de vrie? I fucked it up doing all this other shit. Playing life. Thinking I was settling down. Finding the place to live. All for nought. I find myself looking at maps thinking I Could Live There.
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We're driving up thru the Dakotas. Straight shot: up, over, down. And the up part...we go over this hill, and it's like God Himself has just laid out the land. I swear we could see everyway for thirty miles.
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No viable jobs. Nothing working. No interviews since November. The idiocy of these months, these seasons, shoot me now.
I'm a 36 year old with the mind set of a 21 year old. Fuck. Me.
I see myself in the mirror and wonder what happened. Where did it go? Where is the joie de vrie? I fucked it up doing all this other shit. Playing life. Thinking I was settling down. Finding the place to live. All for nought. I find myself looking at maps thinking I Could Live There.
*
We're driving up thru the Dakotas. Straight shot: up, over, down. And the up part...we go over this hill, and it's like God Himself has just laid out the land. I swear we could see everyway for thirty miles.
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