when with every day
another bit falls away.
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couldn't sleep last night. S called from NYC around 11ish and we ended up talking about the whole situation, and it dredged up all this stuff i've been managing to avoid thinking about for a few days. made me mad more than anything, which i guess is a good thing because i'm finally able to put things in perspective and respond the way i should have in the first place.
but sleep wasn't happening. and when it did, it was horrible things, where we were both working for the same company, and the highrise was under construction but my legs were like lead and i couldn't move and i made us late. and even though the situation was out of my control it was still my fault and i was the scapegoat. just bizarre.
head full of cobwebs.
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couldn't sleep last night. S called from NYC around 11ish and we ended up talking about the whole situation, and it dredged up all this stuff i've been managing to avoid thinking about for a few days. made me mad more than anything, which i guess is a good thing because i'm finally able to put things in perspective and respond the way i should have in the first place.
but sleep wasn't happening. and when it did, it was horrible things, where we were both working for the same company, and the highrise was under construction but my legs were like lead and i couldn't move and i made us late. and even though the situation was out of my control it was still my fault and i was the scapegoat. just bizarre.
head full of cobwebs.
posted by jersn at 11:58 AM
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